Ive done too much the past week. Meth, heroin, percocet, so much alcohol, weed, molly, but what did I realize from this? The only drug I have a -real- problem with is crack. Thats why I havent done it, and why I still won’t. Its the worst.



universeobserver:

You could be the one light I see today





psilokat:

My drug dealer finally made my delivery! :D I am now in possession of some “extremely dangerous and highly legal” psychotropic substances. :>
25 tabs of 25C-NBOMe, 800ug each. (The dude forgot to give me the 25th tab,so it’s not in the picture; I’ll get it soon enough) — Enough to last me several years! :D  Technically, I could use it all in one year at the maximum rate currently recommended to prevent tolerance (two weeks between trips) but that’s kind of excessive. While everything so far indicates that NBOMes are safe (albeit with a low therapeutic index for some people), I just don’t feel comfortable using clinically-untested drugs that frequently. I’ll probably cut them in half most of the time, too, since 800ug can be overwhelming — it’s a good dose for recreational use, but it’s too much for when I’m trying to think about the nature of reality or solve problems in my life. (Discovering that the “Serotonin Salamander is my spirit animal” does not really count as a life-changing personal revelation.)
Methoxetamine, 400mg — I don’t have much desire at all to take MXE (or any other NMDA antagonists) again. Their headspace is only useful in some specific situations, and I really don’t like the day-after effects. Plus, the nausea and bad taste create a general sort of dysphoria that makes it even more difficult to use or enjoy, since there’s no base euphoria to balance it out, like with psilocybin mushrooms. I’ll keep it in storage; maybe some day I’ll have a use for it. It’s really a wonder drug medicinally, a stunning achievement of rational drug design, but for psychonautic or recreational purposes, it’s just not for me.





$20 worth of moon rocks






forestnymphe:

2011 was certainly the best season ever in my experience ((so far))

universeobserver:

pornĀ appreciationĀ post